mathildaohlsson

Heey!

OK im gonna start to explain why i write in English, all my friends that dont spek the wonderful laguage swedish are not gonna understand if i dont do it, and after all nagging i gonna try to do my best, ofc it not gonna be so good that it always be in swedish but maybe it worth it anyway,

Home agen in sweden, after 9 month. i dont now whay the reason was when my eyes almost diseperd whit all the tears, when the aircraft land on swedish ground, maybe becuse i was happy to be home agen or that i leave that worlds greatest place Panama. I say like Fia did today, why is it so fucking hard to write that im home agen or home to sweden, home home home. are sweden realy my home. i can say that fore only one reason, Sweden is home fore that reson that i have all my lovely friends and the best thing my family. but if some one gonna ask me if i realy are proud of my country i will say NO.
maybe i feel like this now and everything gonna be better after all. but it still hard to feel that i not wanna leve in sweden forever, i never want to leave my mother or my brothers or my friends so the decicion is hard to make. but i know that i never gonna leav my mother.

that i know but now is that i gonna do my best to get a job in Norway and get a lot of money :)

i have a lot of plans but that i gonna write about next time, becouse now i gonna take all my pillow and go to bed and hug them until i can sleep.
I need to work tomorrow so i realy need to sleep.


Good nigth my treasure :)

 Not so interesting today but *Now* everyone know that im "Home"

and ofc it feel perfekt when i have my mother close to me..

I realy realy miss all of thte best pepol in PANAMA.  and Ofc you Lover Boy..
to leve them was more difficult that i believe, i cry like a baby. and the worlds greatest family. i  miss them already. God bless them.


snart e det Midsommar o jag ska äntligen få krama på en mycker speciell person. ses i drömmarna i natt,.



Pusss Å Kram  Matilda